I fear to save these notes in my diary and not talk them out to you. I fear to lose that connect where I could pour all my thoughts and feelings on a paper and you would hear it all in silence.
I fear to laugh with a hurt heart. I fear to be filled with a thousand things to say, yet no ear to hear. I fear to be alone in a crowd of many. I fear to cry a hundred tears and still tell you that I’m fine.
I fear to be someone, whom you won’t know. I fear you to be someone, whom I won’t know. I fear to be the one missing you from far. I fear not to be with you in the most beautiful moments of your life.
I fear to lose this precious bond, which is watched by all and appreciated by very few. I fear a lot of things. But more than anything i fear that one day we might forget to smile, thinking of each other.
I hold this fear in my heart, but with a promise to never keep you apart. I deal with this mess in my mind with our memories that everyday help me to restart.